But at least I told him not to trust you.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I don't remember when I got sick.
Tragedies, I may write them but I refuse to live one.
I will use all my strength to my dying breath, so that no one will recall the story of my life as a sad one. I don't care if it's full of mistakes just as long as there is a few moments of true happiness and content.
No more unrest.
Even if I can't fulfill that wish, maybe I can at least fulfill it for another.
Death seems more real. Well it always seems when you see it so close.
Monday, September 28, 2009
everybody lost hp LOL, hate to relate this to a game or some shit....how nerdy xP
ding! ding! ding!
gameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
the results are as followsssss...
Player 1: Resigned from match
Player 2: Defeated
Player 3: Defeated
Player 4: Time limit expired
Little sad actually but it doesn't look like anybody won..lot of hurt, friendships damaged, and all over the thing that keeps us from being whole. The thing that when we were younger, nobody wanted, nobody cared about, heck all we cared about was playing tag, lego and the newest computer game. How times have changed.
But still, the true friendships have prevailed and while lots of things have changed, there is still happiness to be had and still good times ahead.
Because it really isn't game over (: just a single match, besides every body's noob at the beginning :P
gameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
the results are as followsssss...
Player 1: Resigned from match
Player 2: Defeated
Player 3: Defeated
Player 4: Time limit expired
Little sad actually but it doesn't look like anybody won..lot of hurt, friendships damaged, and all over the thing that keeps us from being whole. The thing that when we were younger, nobody wanted, nobody cared about, heck all we cared about was playing tag, lego and the newest computer game. How times have changed.
But still, the true friendships have prevailed and while lots of things have changed, there is still happiness to be had and still good times ahead.
Because it really isn't game over (: just a single match, besides every body's noob at the beginning :P
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Maybe you will discover it too.
I could tell you, but it is not my place, and must be discovered for one's self.
~End transmission :)
Zombies these days...looking for hearts instead of brains hehe :D
Monday, September 21, 2009
hah-lay
HA-HA-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ahhh fucking funny when you have all the pieces and everyone else is squabbling over the remains and it's all at your leisure (:
the games is over but everyone else is still trying to win.
xP
ahhh fucking funny when you have all the pieces and everyone else is squabbling over the remains and it's all at your leisure (:
the games is over but everyone else is still trying to win.
xP
Users and Abusers; I think you're both.
You know you're pretty damn good at making me feel like crap.
I'm well and truly sick of apologizing for over-reacting when you won't even say sorry for things that well and truly do deserve an apology, even things that don't depend on interpretation. Things that deserve an apology no matter the circumstance.
Be thankful I don't listen to the words of a friend who's worth more to me and made her worth in two years compared to you who's had eleven and nothing to show for it.
I'm well and truly sick of apologizing for over-reacting when you won't even say sorry for things that well and truly do deserve an apology, even things that don't depend on interpretation. Things that deserve an apology no matter the circumstance.
Be thankful I don't listen to the words of a friend who's worth more to me and made her worth in two years compared to you who's had eleven and nothing to show for it.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
How the play interchanges from the stage to reality.
The characters of mind have been rather quiet lately.
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde have been harmonious, in fact they are almost one entity, with the occasional division every now and again but still, harmonious.
The shrieking woman has been silent since her last appearance. Perhaps she is at peace now; that I have made such great amends and changes in my life over this year. Her last and most realistic appearance had been peaceful, yet very strange. I had felt somewhat scared and threatened but somehow relieved that I could see her. She looked so much more human, healthier, younger and she looked.....content. An emotion that I had never seen grace her facial features.
and all the rest are well....sleeping or its equivalent
just a little intermission [:
the banshee's putting on make up, Jekyll is finishing paper work, Hyde is out back for a smoke, Zombie-James is sleeping, the nerd is playing DDR, the redneck has fallen unconscious (drunk) and the rocker is too fucked to do anything else but patch up injuries.....God knows if the Emo is still alive, but if he is he's been K.O'd from blood loss.
I'm definitely not complaining about an unwanted interval. Believe me I'm grateful. There's enough 'characters' in my life at the moment, that much shit going on; that if I hadn't an interval....well I'd be pretty god damn out of it.
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde have been harmonious, in fact they are almost one entity, with the occasional division every now and again but still, harmonious.
The shrieking woman has been silent since her last appearance. Perhaps she is at peace now; that I have made such great amends and changes in my life over this year. Her last and most realistic appearance had been peaceful, yet very strange. I had felt somewhat scared and threatened but somehow relieved that I could see her. She looked so much more human, healthier, younger and she looked.....content. An emotion that I had never seen grace her facial features.
and all the rest are well....sleeping or its equivalent
just a little intermission [:
the banshee's putting on make up, Jekyll is finishing paper work, Hyde is out back for a smoke, Zombie-James is sleeping, the nerd is playing DDR, the redneck has fallen unconscious (drunk) and the rocker is too fucked to do anything else but patch up injuries.....God knows if the Emo is still alive, but if he is he's been K.O'd from blood loss.
I'm definitely not complaining about an unwanted interval. Believe me I'm grateful. There's enough 'characters' in my life at the moment, that much shit going on; that if I hadn't an interval....well I'd be pretty god damn out of it.
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