Everyone's leaving anyway.

I should have left you guys ages ago, there was never room for me. You never needed me. In fact you had to teach me, I've been nothing but a burden.

I started with you guys, so I could improve, so I could learn, so I could get better, so I could become someone of value. So I could help.

But now we're at the end and.....we're going to make it.

But I don't know if I deserve to be with the winners, or if I even want to be with them.

Today I would have rather taken a loss, lose an opportunity, lose something else of great importance yet at least I'd be with those who would choose to take me on board. Who actually would teach me become worthy so I could be an asset to them.

~The only thing I wanted was to play a part, not to fucking sit on the sidelines,worthless.