It's not paranoia if it's valid.

ahh could have sworn it was resolved.

But it keeps coming backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

and it comes back in one big pulsating sickness.

physical manifestations of what should not be physical.

But at least i manifests as sickness, because if it were a separate entity, what a monster it would be do behold.

But.

At least it would be separate from me, and maybe I could kill it, but then again it could kill me too.


~not quite finished, but I can't write about something that hasn't completely unfolded yet.