Today was one of those days were you just feel happy for no reason. The day wasn't colourful and bright but I couldn't get the grin off my face, I feel like if I don't suppress this smile and leave it undiluted it will become permanent. Weight has been lifted off my shoulders, yet it has been replaced with something just as heavy. I'm not happy for the simple shift of weight but the change in the 'type' of weight. Personal and social issues are slowly disappearing and things are returning to normal, although the weight of that has been replaced with work ,deserving an equal amount of concern and worry, I still feel relieved. Probably because people matter more to me than any amount of work, to me the two things are incomparable, people and relationships will always gain dominance.
Anyway, my blogs lately have been to philosophical and too wishy washy. Too lame, not dark enough, it needs a bit of dirt. Otherwise this is gonna turn into fuckn sesame street or playschool.
I really can't decide who I am can I? haha
oh well, I'll find out eventually.
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