Catch.

I'm a little hurt at the current turn of events.

I've noticed, that you are unintentionally selfish about this whole thing. That I'm nothing more than being used. I've been shielding away awkward moments and keeping the situation relatively normal, keeping things free from suspicion and the rest of things that sap the enjoyment out of things. 

You've made no attempt at all to understand any of us, you are so focused on you goal that we're all beginning to realise that we're nothing but the dullest of animated manikins in your eyes. Well.. I know I am to say the least.

Still, I can tell that the emotions you are forcing us to feel are not intentional. A little appreciation is all I ask, a little tap on the shoulder to see how we're doing. But you're continuing on like this is.Expected from us? Expected to do as we're told and that no communication simply means your not doing anything wrong.

Just stop and think about what you're sacrificing in order to attain what you so deeply desire, think about how everybody else feels about this and think about how you're going about this. Completely sacrificing anything and everything won't make the road any easier. Some sacrifices are necessary I grant you that but completely ignoring the world and people around you who care about you. It won't help, it won't help you and it won't help anyone else.

So should you ever reach ever your goal, which I hope you will and God forbid that you should lose what you've aspired to gain. It will leave you utterly broken and you may find yourself more alone than before you started. Before you aimed for such heights. So don't be so desperate and selfish in you goals and should you fall you'll find that there are many hands willing to catch you.