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~A hero of war, yeah that's what I'll be, and when I come home, they'll be damn proud of me, I'll carry this flag to the grave if i must, because it's a flag that I love and a flag that I trust~

LOL song's making me feel very patriotic :D 

R.I.P.  Pa Jimmy and all the others who died in the great wars in my family :)

Anywaysssss.... enough about my family's contribution in the wars.

SO, I now know what the problem is and I really have known all along but have ignored it and have tried to believe it's something else but there's no denying the truth. But along with this I've realised there is no need for this blog. This will be my final post  or at least til I find a suitable reason to post again. As there is no point yapping on about my problems when I don't really think I have an audience, only a few close friends whom I could easily tell them if something was bothering me. Plus this blog's purpose is quite selfish.

So I'm off, I've realised my own Desiderata for those of you who are familiar with the poem 'Desiderata'.  And so now it's time to be judged by my actions not my words.