Strife.

Sorry I've neglected posting a blog in so long, I've been trying to work out what to say for a long time now. At the moment on my blogger account I have like 50 drafts for one entry. This isn't that entry, but just something for the meantime.

But this is what I'm going to do.

~I ain't gonna suffer like this, just because it fits well for you. I'm having my redemption, whether or not it involves you.~

Today I didn't have the strength to go on, but I'm glad I found that hand to pull me up. I now have that invigoration I desperately needed and I'm going to continue. Be who I am and if I can get things back to how they were, good for me but it will not be a conscious effort. But til then I'm going to enjoy my time with everyone and not let these things ruin these few remaining days of our time here together.