repeat the cycle a million and one fucking times.

You know what. I think I've had enough, it wouldn't be so sad if it all ended. It would be a little bit of a let down but it seems like it would save me a lot of strain.

It's too hard, life just isn't life anymore, life for me is just a draining and empty existence. Sure you might get some results back, but really does anybody care? I know I don't. I don't care for the stupid letter they give you for your work, I don't care if it's an A or a C. It all just seems really pointless; you work, you get a mark, you move on and it repeats it self over and over and over again. I don't gain anything from it nor do I gain anything for anyone else, I don't feel any happier just fatigue and relief.

It sucks.